Thoughts on Deity and Alien Encounters, Cosmic Feminine & Time, Circa 2008

There seems to be a sub-linguistic (or extra-linguistic!) super-conscious phenomenological and hyper-spatial network of living and procreative drive permeating the cosmos, feeding life into the universe and into itself. A network that is absolutely every where and seems perfect, self supporting and thriving. The fascinating thing is that this phenomena exists outside of Time. Or rather, our perception of time is a side effect of localized consciousness, which comes about in the process of returning to and being eternity. But even more fascinating is that the experience of this is that of being out side of time, and part of a celestial community, an immortal family of Gods, if you will, which can at all times choose to be and in fact are each piece of the whole, each branch and leaf of the tree, and the entire tree itself.

It's an experience that is so tremendously alien, but brings certainty that it is the very source of humanness. In Alien dream time one can traverse the universe and transcend the body by attuning one self, attuning the mind (i.e. the brain and heart frequencies) to the cosmic rhythm, which is created by the network, which oddly enough (or not so!) turns out to be us in our pure, eternal form: collective and singular, ever pulling ourselves towards ourselves.

It all is - all of Life - actually a song, the ultimate jam, the most perfect work of art, the ultimate form of expression. That's what it all comes down to, that's what it's always been about since as far back as we as a species can remember. Each of us just wants to be heard, to be understood, to be appreciated, to be Loved.

But that kind of experience has no place in an Ego driven, materialistic, self-obsessed society, where every decision is first run through and analyzed by rationale that functions only to find the personal and commercial benefit in any given situation. Mine, Me, and I are the cancers and pathologies that have starved this society and culture into a decrepit and self loathing monster that must destroy all that surrounds itself to feel satisfied, fulfilled and in a position of power.

It's the lack of a Feminine presence in our souls that has lead to this. No, the feminine presence in our souls that is denied by the status quo which has left our daily lives empty. It is this which is healed and made whole by the Alien, by visions of understanding, and by stepping outside of Time.